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I am dissapointed, I feel as if everything is no more. I breathe yet, I no longer feel anything. In my heart there is nothing but cemetery powder. I see the dust of the graves slipping through my fingers.

It feels as if my whole existence is passing before me. Who has profound understanding? There were times when I thought I had acquired wisdom but now I see it clearly; the only thing I know is that I know nothing at all.

Their eyes, those bitter light-bulbs,...I sense how they want to spit acid on my countenance. I feel their pulsating animosity. I have definitely learned the ways of the jungle, the sounds of the urban bestial arteries. They will take and take, consume and consume until there is nothing but bare bones.

I see it clearly now. I have been too kind, too generous for too many aeons. I must re-program whatever is left of me in this physical shell, I must definitely listen to the symphony of cemetery dust. The music is actually silent and yes, I still smile when I see the silvery moon in the cloudy sky. All that there is to know is in that full moon, oh that majestic moon so impregnated with energy!!

Its craters sing like the pain of one thousand years, a pain too cruel to be perceived by the feeble ones, ...a beautiful inquisitional cruelty. All those irregular dark shapes sing to my mind, the whiteness of the silvery surface,...a kiss. Its luminosity, it reminds me of myself though I have never really been.

There is no poetry here, only Truth. As I meditate on my "so called life" I hear the sound of a frog-orchestra outside my place. They are like an army, their cries are like layers overlapping for the sake of mass hypnosis.

I can stop thinking about the sacred dust from the graves. And to think that I have eaten it! Yes, my esophagus has been blessed by the powder of the cemetery! I have no fear anymore, I have seen all that there is to see; I have seen everything. I'm no longer impressed at this time, I even avoid uttering words! Talk? For what and for who's benefit? To accomplish what end?

Kindness wasted on ingrates, oh yes! How they have delighted in betraying me! I thirst for the ultimate liberation. Mortality has become...death is the perfect kiss, a soft kiss. A very sweet kiss indeed. I must go beyond the gates, this I know. My eyes have perceived glimpses of silver on other planes, I have interacted with them. This dimmension no longer feels like a home anymore, in fact, feels like a box.

I am a shattered mirror, irregular cracks on my soul,...the nerve on my left eye, it jumps as if laughing at me! The cracks on the mirror are like an unpredictable abstract painting, no one knows....who cares? The answer is "NO ONE". It's ok. Oh but that dust that I had in my hands! That dust will not sell me out, it loves me, it speaks to me in tongues. Oh death! How I long to drink from thy nectar! The milk of thy silvery breast is my dream! Her saliva tastes like extraterrestrial honey, I definitely want it.

No emotions. Death, she knows my name. She knows everything about me and yeah, she does care. She is approaching, I don't know how I know it but I know it. I perceive her arrival, I await! Oh yes how I await! I await with a smile on my lips. My hands are as clean as my soul. I have no fear at all. I just evoke her beauty and wait. I know she will not betray me.

(a poem by Mr Nizin Lopez)


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Nizin Lopez
Artist | Professional | Traditional Art
United States
Nizin Lopez is a Cuban artist that has pursued studies in two Cuban Art Institutes. Nizin migrated to North America in 1993 and did album covers and t-shirt designs for several Death Metal bands.
The artist has participated in several exhibitions in U.S.A such as in the "Woodruff Art Center" in Atlanta Georgia", "Noni Exhibition Center" in Miami/Fla, and "Viernes Culturales" in Miami/Fla as well.
1- Nizin did the 'Angel of disease t-shirt' design for Morbid Angel (in the time of the DOMINATION TOUR).
2- Nizin did the 'Formulas fatal to the flesh' album cover for Morbid Angel.
3- Nizin did the 'Serpents of the light' album cover for Deicide (all the paintings in that CD).
4- Nizin did the painting for the album 'when satan lives' for Deicide.
5- Nizin did the 'In cold blood' album cover for Malevolent Creation.
6- Nizin did the album cover and logo for 'Caligula' (Bukkake baptism).
7- Nizin did the album cover and logo for 'Thrash Or Die' (Poser Holocaust).
8- Nizin did the logo for the Death Metal band 'Hibernus Mortis'.
9- Nizin did the logo for the band 'Dark Solace'.

Warning: All artwork is registered in the Library of Congress, thank you very much. Muchas gracias.

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Astralseed Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2013  Professional General Artist
You've been featured here to help gain a bit more exposure to your art :aww:
World-of-Saranime Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2013  Student Digital Artist
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KISSFANFREHLEYSCOMET Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Dude welcome to D.A.
NizinLopez Featured By Owner May 1, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
KISSFANFREHLEYSCOMET Featured By Owner May 1, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
You are very welcome.
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Danraz0r Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awesome artwork!! ^_^
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NizinLopez Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you very much.
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